Miss Misses
[info]marvinsoh
“Why do we miss a person? It’s either because we realize that we never treasured the moments when they were always there and it left us wishing we could turn back time again. Or we were too happy with them, we enjoyed every single moment, that we became so used to the idea of having them around.”

- Quoted from a random tumblr post.



Journey, together
[info]marvinsoh
120
119 months more to go.



(12th Dec) Today, I had a great time. It's been some time since i really enjoyed myself so much. & this year I'm looking forward to christmas so so much. :)


(13th Dec) Tomorrow, i will be heading around the island in-search for the materials to make your perfect gift. Yes, i personally will make sure it is perfect before it is delivered to your hands.


(15th Dec) Tuesday, ohman..are you serious?Part of me is excited while the other is simply afraid. Meet the folks 'unofficially', I sensed that they know something. We shall see.


(16th Dec) Wednesday, It's our 1st month together. Marina Barrage picnic together! awesomeees. I know, it seems that we have been together for very very long already.Well, all i can say is that this is just the beginning. Embrace yourself for the adventures i'm bringing you to. :)


(18th Dec) Friday, Marina Barrage trip with school. Well, i believe it's gonna be fun! After which, I (hope) bringing you to meet my ex-secondary school mates! They'll love you. :)


That's all for this coming week. Days that i did not mention are probably days i'm working.

Oh, yes i need a pair of SHOES REAL QUICK. Current one is really tearing up. :O


Goodnight peeps.

Smooth(ie) Skin.
[info]marvinsoh


I made smoothie today. milkshake. or whatever that mixture is.


Banana-flavoured. It didn't taste as good as the banana tasted weird.



Oh, these days i have been spending alot on food/pet/random stuffs.

Like yesterday, i just felt like eating pizza for dinner and i just ordered and shared the two 10" pizza with my mother. Well, i paid for it of course.

Then so far(gonna be more definitely) i've spent 60(+-) on my hamster Chanel. *Includes a new DIY cage, bedding, food, water bottle, exercise wheel, shithouse toilet.

And i've spend alot on food as well. Damnnnnn.

How am i gonna sustain such expenditure when next week onwards when school starts, i will be working like one/two day(s) per week!

- Oh seriously, i think next semester i am way more focussed on things i've set my eyes on. Like doing exceptionally well on studies, gym more an eat more healthier. ~i've cut down fast food for so so long already.


& last night...after some complicated stuffs about my mother planned overseas trip, she needs to pay more money for the ticket and is very annoyed by it..this sudden urge came upon me that i am giving $100 off my $290 pay cheque to my mother for the trip. Not alot here, but that's the most i can give for now since i've been spending alot and i does my own savings.


One thing that struck me was, this may be the start of me being more aware of the importance of making my mother happy cause for so long, what have i really gave her?


Sometimes high, sometimes low.
[info]marvinsoh
Since last sunday, i have been waking up very early either for work or for an outing.

Definitely i felt exhaustion each working day, but i know how to deal with this such that i will in fact enjoy the day itself.

carry a light heart to work, like not worrying about how long it will be or will there be a huge crowd.

Such a way, i felt happier serving customer despite actually repeating the same thing like umpteen times.

Well..but sometimes i felt that i really need a break. sigh.

Morning hunger
[info]marvinsoh

I'm actually quite surprised that i woke up this early, or these past few days i have been waking up like at 10am, 9am & 7am.

Still need to adjust my sleeping time now. Especially for this week. Today.

'Cause i extended my work shift on saturday, which makes my weekend both on full shifts. (I figured out i need some money so why not just extend and work another 5 hours. Afterall, time flies...doesn't they?



Going to head out real soon..Have a workshop to attend in school(obviously it's for CE points.) then gymmmmm! :)




Birthday over, Memories stays.
[info]marvinsoh
Honestly, the day didn't start out well but definitely it progressed perfectly well throughout the day.

from having met long-time buddy Kim Siong, till the discovery of Mad Jack, till 'surprise' by my great friends!


Enjoyed myself today, really.

Something i've not been truly experienced for quite sometime already.



It doesn't matter how much it cost, as i believed in exchanging money for happiness.

Birthday smells great...not.
[info]marvinsoh
Great, i woke up at 9 and i felt so much of....hunger.

Michelle said she couldn't join us for the first part of the day which is heading to Minds Cafe. Ohwell..

That makes it like only about 4 of us going..sigh.

Mass text out to cancel the Minds Cafe outing.

So this means i'll have the whole morning and afternoon stuck at..home?

So far so great.
[info]marvinsoh

Received a video from fellow mates. Loved it totally.

I think things are getting really good this time. Really good.

I begin to feel the excitement already.



This is...unbelievable. (for some reason for me to know.)

Birthday tomorrow, aloneliness creeps in.
[info]marvinsoh
Tomorrow will be my 18th birthday. Yet i am not feeling a little excited or happy, in fact i am feeling kinda upset.

Even though it will be a packed day tomorrow & friends prepared 'surprise' (surprises so far never worked for me, perhaps i am too observant or too smart to have knew.) for me, i felt so empty in me.

It's like, who truly is my best friend?

what defines a best friend?

A best friend is not someone you meet only once per few weeks to months, nor trying to bring in more friends to be in a clique.

It's not a group of friends knowing each other for very long, but it's just a friend that is closest to you and shares many common interest.


Over the years i have been searching/hoping for a best friend. Many were so close, yet it's just too far to be the right one.

Don't mistaken me, i have great friends. But still, i am hoping for one best friend to come.


For now, i just hope tomorrow i will truly enjoy the day as being 18.

Journal, live.
[info]marvinsoh
Today marked the day i'm returning to blog..well, hoping this will not end up dead like the previous blog.



I haven't have my dinner yet, but my stomach is feeling very uncomfortable now.
It's like someone blew a balloon in my stomach, i feel so 'filled up' yet i am craving for food.


& i think i'm over-worried about my tooth(that recently got filing put in). Damn.

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